Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Dec 23, 2008

Today or rather this morning, I got a stomach pain. Not of that from food or viruses, but of love.
I'm sometimes a victim of my own mind. My thought wonder from here and there creating situations that doesn't even exist. I plan to end a relationship on the 31. I figure, I not only have to to find the real me...but waiting to be with someone who is not sure. Is the pits.
Other news...all my friends and siblings have families and growing. Sometimes I feel like Dr. Manhattan from WATCHMEN.
All these questions--no substance answer.
Done for now.Yahoo! Avatars

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Who Am I?

Whom am I

I'm a girl, no I'm a woman that grew from a girl although I've take innocence of a girl with me into my woman hood.
I am a woman who loves to love. Loves peace happiness, and positive energy.
I feed off positive energy. It drives me to become open and relaxed and friendly.

The feeling of goodness is the best thing in the world for me.
My daily is fill with cookie things I like and don't' like. I live to crunch up Oreo cookies and put it in my hot oatmeal, as well as applesauce, frozen or fresh strawberries or blueberries.
For some reason I eat oatmeal everyday...or should I say working day. I bale on the weekends.
I love learning dance moves off YouTube. This includes hustles and samba group dances.
Vem Sembar is my favorite.

Since I have random thoughts... another one is relationships in my life. I'm going through a tug of was of reality and subliminal happiness. I love this guy but I want to get married and have a family. Which he does too. But the problem...he has not asked and it's about 3 years. Now what should I do? Wait on an future of pain or exert the pain now (Breaking apart)

I just started blogging today...and right now, I'm just typing. Not caring about sentence structure or anything english guideline. Done for now.